You try to do your best but sometimes you are limited. Well, I’m tired of being limited. I’m getting out of here for real. It’s bad right now but there’s no way I’m letting it get worse. Optimism is best. Being pessimistic about everything gets you no where.
I’m always complaining about what’s going on in my life. I always tell myself that the hand I’ve been dealt sucks, pure and simple. And it does. Ever since I was young, there was nothing that I would consider normal about what I’ve experienced.
All of my peers, I say peers because I’m not quite sure I can really call them friends, have had way more experiences and opportunity than I have. I always thought they were on another level from me and that I was supposed to be on that level too. But I wasn’t. I’ve always been behind in some way.
But then I tell myself, along with that, that I’m not going to sit around and get passed over by these messed up turn of events.
(THIS IS A DRAFT I WAS WORKING ON A YEAR AGO THAT I FORGOT ABOUT BUT YEAH DOING GREAT NOW, DID A LOT OF INTERNAL SOUL SEARCHING, MET NEW PEOPLE WHO HELPED TO PUT A NEW PERSPECTIVE ON THINGS, figured I’d go ahead and post it since I took the time to write it up)
So yeah, we all move at our own pace. No one is better than anyone else. We all just exist making different choices with our world and life path we are given. I would say just keep good vibes flowing and everything will work out. 🙂